Spider mind
For the past few months, I had been struggling to remove cob-webs in my mind. My mind did the weaving actually, day after day, night after night. Part of me wanted to clear these messy webs and get over it once and for all but, another part of me was clearly reluctant, enjoying the delicate thrill of balancing on the web. Overall, I recognised that it did me no good and condemned myself. I hated battlefield of the mind and I was losing it. I had tried several times to clear the web but the backlash grasped me a lot stronger than before and I just did not know how to win. The only hope I had was to pray. So I knelt down and prayed in earnest. I had decided to fight against the thoughts again because I felt convicted by the spoken and written Word of God. You see, people may say it's okay to think about certain things as long as you don't act on it. But we are most likely to act out of our thought reserve. Sin is acting on the thought that goes against the will of God. So we nee...